So scared

I was just dx with Hep C.. I can't believe I'm even typing this out. I'm in shock tho I shouldn't be. I made some bad decisions that led me to where I am. I was a SAHM for 14 years then went through a very rough divorce. On the other side of that divorce and the hurt that followed I began to use. I used for 5 months. Now, almost 5 years later, I'm dx with Hep C. I don't know what to expect or what to do etc. I've made an appointment with a GI dr after getting a call from my rheumatologist (I have RA) saying that my blood work came in and I tested positive to Hep C. I registered here anonymously because I'm not telling a soul other than my husband whom I told immediately and he's trying to support me 110%. We've been married 2 years. Tonight, I just feel like I'm going to fall apart.